bad week

I'm still sad. It comes and goes, but this has turned from a bad day to a bad week. I am unhappy and every little thing is bothering me. I don't know how to turn this around. I have so much to do to finish getting ready for Christmas, and for my trip to Ireland, but I've done almost nothing this week.

I don't know how to snap out of this. I haven't eaten a real meal in three days. Please don't freak out - I am eating. But nothing tastes good and I can't choke very much down. I can't focus and I don't want to do anything.

I have the wedding of my very good friend Andy and his fiancee Cara tomorrow, and I will get to spend time with some people I love. Truthfully, part of me is dreading it. I hate feeling like this and I do not like who I am right now. But until this week, I have been really looking forward to the wedding. So now, I am counting on my friends to pull me out of this. I am dreading it and yet, at the same time, I think maybe it is what I really need right now, to forget my problems and try to lose myself in the love and laughter of some old friends.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well, snap out of it!!!! :)
Guess who?!

Elena said...

I hope the love and support of your friends will help you through this rough patch. I'm so sorry you're having a tough time, and I wish there was something I or anyone could do to make you feel better. I know you'll get through it, though, because you're strong, and you always seem to look at things in a wise way. I hope you have an absolutely fabulous time at the wedding.

Meredith said...

hope things get better soon! Wish I could send you a hug from GA!

Anonymous said...

Hang in there, Amy. I send prayers and hugs and a kiss in the vicinity of your left ear. And the memory of Gregory's warm, infectious smile.

Love,

Jeanne

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